September 9, 2002
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I have been thinking of my life, and how it progressed over the years. From small I’ve been told this is good and this is bad, and this is the way to do it. You should and you shouldn’t I did a lot of reading about who we are, and being positive. About love, and things Soon the reading, and all the other brain washing got to be ( to me) a lot of bla, bla, And said, this stuff isn’t working for me. What will I do? I’m going to try being myself. I’m going to see what I think about anything. I am going to see what I know. But that’s dangerous. You can’t be your self. You have to control your feelings. Horse-pocky. I began to go by my feelings, and what I thought of things. I found that I didn’t need any programming. I found that there is good stuff in this being. I didn’t need to control myself. I am all that is. I am free to contemplate the wild life. I am free to think what I think. I am free to garden, how I want to garden. ( although I have to wear ear muffs). For me it’s great. ( don’t try this at home) MY VIEW. What’s yours.
Comments (7)
Hi – Portia sent me over. You seem like quite a guy. I notice from your b-day that you are the same age as my Dad. I wish that he were as open about his feelings. You have a lot of wisdom here.
Hey, I’ve already been trying it at home and I like it. You are a wise man, and strong-of-mind to transcend programming, too.
and don’t you change a thing about your self we like you just the way you are.(unless you want to change)
My view is very much the same as yours (But I bet you already knew that. Hugs!)
Being true to yourself and thinking for yourself has to be an A+ reward in book! It is the only way to get along with yourself. I hate it when I argue with myself and lose
But I win mostly 
Wow, very deep and so true as I find it.
I still like to read the books though!
My view. I think one should be true to oneself and do what one wants but not if it is going to hurt someone else. This is hard to do sometimes, still I stick by my views and if others don’t agree, Too bad!. This My view. seems to be taking off a bit. Cheers Portia
